Well I fell asleep last night, when I finally retired to bed at 2am, thinking about blogs! Couldn’t get to sleep for ages as my brain had gone into overdrive as it was thinking of all the things I could write here. I must say I did come up with some brilliant ideas, how come all your great ideas are always in the small hours of the morning? But most of which I have forgotten now, which is not surprising as I’m sure the more you read the more you’ll reaslise how totally and utterly forgetful I can be.
But the first thing I wanted to write about and probably one of the topics an escort is likely to think about and come across a lot is the real world and her double life. I know there are some escorts out there that don’t lead a double life, and my hat (if I had one on!) goes off to them. I mean it isn’t the sort of career that is easy to admit to doing, especially to those close to you (family and friends). So those escorts whose family and friends are fully aware with what they do and accept it, are very lucky indeed. Sadly I’m not one of those.
My ‘real world’ and ‘Imogen’s world’ probably couldn’t be more different. Of course I can’t go into any details of my ‘real world’ here. I have only one person, who is very close to me, that knows what I do. Everybody else, apart from my clients of course, are blissfully unaware, and I hope it remains that way. I wouldn’t want my family to find out as I’m really not sure how they would take it. It’s my business anyway, not theirs.
But I love being Imogen. I’ve really enjoyed doing this job and hope to continue for a lot longer yet. I have met some fantastic and most interesting people, and I find the whole escort community, through forums etc, to be a wonderful network of just fantastic people. But probably the strangest thing I have found, apart from how easily I took to all this and how easy I find it to be Imogen. Is how different the real me can be from Imogen, but on the other hand how similar we are. It’s weird, and I may just be a bit mad, but Imogen is like another person from me. Hard to explain, but when I’m her I take on a bit of a different character. Maybe it’s like an act, although Imogen can be very real, afterall it is me lol. Maybe I’ve just changed a bit since doing this job, but I know Imogen is a lot more confident and outgoing than I can be. Maybe I just have a dual personality, lol, or maybe she’s just been hiding in there wanting to get out for years! I still haven’t figured it out and I’ve been Imogen for long enough. My one friend that knows the both of ‘us’ also agrees, they said that when I’m Imogen I’m a lot more cocky lol. I don’t know if other escorts feel this change of character or not (again I did say I was a bit mad!), or it could be that frame of mind you get into to do this job. BTW I don’t like calling it a ‘job’, it’s not. It’s nothing like any other ‘job’ I’ve done before, mainly it’s fun and it’s just so natural for me to do. Not like work at all. I really do enjoy it!
I like being Imogen x
